ricky was my boyfriend…now fiancé..he is cuban but lives in Germany since 12 years.
We have been together now for almost half year. The way we met was undescribeable. We saw eachother and both of our lights went out. It was attraction that i cannot put in words. I actually got affraid of it at first..affraid of that I could lose control..it was just so strong. I wanted to take off…but he wouldn’t let me…he cancelled his 1-week vacation on Mallorca where he was supposed to fly next day….when I took off a whole bunch of strange things happened that somehow led me back to him.
Ever since that day we have been together almost everyday…we moved in together right away…we cannot be without eachother…it’s like we are addicted to one another…….I hadn’t even shot anymore porn since then….we just wanna be together allone with no one else… I don’t want to call it jealousy, but the way we feel, we just want to be with each other.
So i didn’t shoot anymore porn…we decided to shoot together for the last one so i wouldn’t have to be with anyone else.
thx 4 all ur comments, you guys……I am very happy it turns out better every time I continue getting it done….as for the tatoo….
when i was still modeling i was never allowed to have any tatoos or piercings……as a teenager, coming from a conservative military family, my parents would have probably killed me….i remember when my brother got his ear pierced with 16 and tried to hide it with a band aid for weeks…haha…my dad slapped him across the dinner table when the trick wasn’t believeable anymore….lol…..
being in porn, i noticed almost everyone has tatoos….and i was flirting with the idea more and more, but didn’t do it still, cuz people told me “since everyone has them u r more special without”…..now that i am more or less not actively shooting porn…..i spent months on what to get……to me a tatoo has to have meaning, needs to fit the person and blend into the body in order to be considered beautyful and wearable for ur entire life.
So…my decision was an attacking lion with wings.
The lion stands for myself as my star sign is leo. The wings stand for freedom and spiritual growth. The attacking stands for the will to grow.
I want to enhance my horizon spiritually and grow…all my life…we never stop learning….having to let go our ego to become better beings…..
the tatoo artist is a 17 year old girl…..i met her through my fiancé ricky who has friends at a studio…
even when i knew what i wanted. i was still very sceptic on finding the right person to do it, where i would feel comfortable.
when i met Janis, we clicked right away….i looked at her drawings…..and watched her work……
the girl reminds me of myself when i drew back then…….she draws the same things with the same thoughts….beautyful faces, people, mostly with an ancient roman greek touch……janis is actually only an apprentice…still learning in a tatoo studio here in berlin called “The temple”……but in the little time she is working she became better than a lot of others who had been there for years…..
…it’s quite an act though…and getting more and more painful…lol…i started with the lion on the arm…..hardly noticed anything……now getting to the wing on the back i just wanna bite a piece of leather sometimes…..and the other wing will be over part of the chest….where i have heard it becomes even more painful….ufffff…..
Performing Pornstar and Callboy Ahoy at the Spitfire Leather fashion show in London.
….this is a just released video from hotrods awards and Hustlaball in London….(I was nominated in three categories….1. best international artist; 2. most wanted q.x. model, 3. best newcomer)………..I won best newcomer……….this was the opening of the Hustlaball …when Spitfire Leather was doing a fashion show on stage while i was singing pornstar and callboy ahoy ….
here is the cover for “Pornpop”….it was actually shot by GIGOLOS …..the famous pornstar-hosting party in London and Paris….
My song PORNPOP has been released on many internet portals already…the song is doing good ….the 2nd day it came out, two very known house productions are using the songs for a compilation CD.
1. House Therapy Selection vol. 1
2. Sexy House Impact 2013
The sponsors were KARE-design. They booked D.O. and me because they were preparing a new collection of furniture called “7 deadly sins” parallel to the “Original Sinners ” production we did in Costa Rica for Lucas Entertainment.
Originally Adam Killian was supposed to be part of it as well, but he was already booked for another job at that time. So it came down to D.O. and me.
If you want to see pictures from the Lucas Entertainment movie Original Sins I mentioned above… after the jump…
…lol….well, I volunteered to bottom for Paddy because he is a friend and we hang out sometimes after work….he is a fun and cool buddy…and he is short and I thought his little man would be the same….HOW LITTLE DID I KNOW!!
Even though I sometimes try, everybody knows I am not a very good bottom….and with Paddy’s huge noodle it was quite a challenge…we took breaks every 2 minutes….I was heavy breathing like I was getting ready to lift heavy weights every time he had to stick it back in….everyone on the set was cracking up…lol…
Watch the whole movie in “Original Sinners” at Lucas Entertainment.
In this production Hückelheim tackles the contradictions between individualised, digital modernism and the social conventions, rules and principles which have been handed down through the generations. For this purpose he selected the seven deadly sins as a symbolic image world, breaking down the strict rules and regulations surrounding them with a variety of images.
He regards breaking free from restrictions and shaking off shackles as a primeval desire which gives new sense to existence: The meaning of life is for people to come closer together, to show tolerance and share their striving for love and happiness.
The production was so much fun…and KARE-design really knows how to spoil Pornstars….we were picked up by Limos, every day of that week.
Here it is..
After my years as a Titanmen Exclusive, I left behind a huge collection of movies that I’m very proud to have been part of. It’s always going to be rough to choose your best scenes, but I think Titan made some great choices, including my scenes bottoming for Alessio Romero and Spencer Reed plus the really fun underwater 3-Way with Adam Killian and Shay Michaels.
- the 3-Way with Hunter Marx and Aymeric Deville in Francois Sagat’s Incubus
- the 4-Way with Marco, Junior and Wilfried in Command Performance
- my first Grabby Award-winning scene with Scott Hunter in Nightfall.
Luckily every one of those scenes is at Titanmen.com so if you join, you get Full, Unlimited access to the entire Titanmen Catalogue. Plus members can now DOWNLOAD their favorite scenes, DRM-Free.
More pictures after the jump… Read more
I’m very happy to have won my first award ever… Scott Hunter and I have won Best Duo for our scene together in Nightfall. It’s also cool that my first award ever was won for a scene I did for Titan… the first studio I ever worked for. Nightfall was a great scene but one of the things I remember the most was how hot it was that day.
The scene takes place late at night in a basement sex club called “TRICK,” but we shot it in the middle of a massive heat wave that swept Los Angeles in an empty space that was once a Tattoo Studio (yes, the same place used for the Tattoo Artist 3-way scene with Caleb Colton, Collin Stone and Christopher Daniels in Jasun Mark’s other movie GRIND. You can see the same metal work on the walls). We had to keep stopping to open the doors, turn on the fans and get some cool air in there.
Scott Hunter is beautiful. Those eyes!
Thanks very much to all involved, Keith and Bruce, Brian Mills, Paul Wilde and of course Jasun Mark who directed the scene. Also Rich and the guys in editing and Robert and the guys in the art department that always make us look so good on the covers of the DVDs. HAHA.
BY THE WAY… Titanmen is currently having a Sale on all of their DVD titles. You can get them for as low as $13.40.
If you want to see an extended preview of the scene, you can watch it at the Titanmen website. And of course, if you want to see previews of ANY of my Titanmen movies, you can see them on the special Jessy Ares page on Titanmen.
And thanks to all of you who keep supporting me both in my porn movies and when I come to sing live in your towns. It’s always a great experience meeting you and having fun live with a real audience.
Keep watching, there’s more on the way.